Making time
Oh, making time for things nowadays is really such a big deal... Everybody's so busy with everything... Just had a tel conference with my gal friends.. haa! Persis' brilliant idea... Cos everybody juz cannot settle on one date to have our christmas dinner... As usual, when gals talk, we talk altogether... so the call lasted for quite long, plus there were 6 of us on the line.. haa.. In the end, our christmas dinner is set to be this sunday! Crazy rite, celebrate christmas on 3rd Dec... haa... But tat's really juz the next available time we all have in common!
Me? Busy with work (forever), studies planning, youth fellowship, young adult cell group, christmas musical (weekends sold to the church!)... And Kyo said tat gerald might "threaten" that i cannot perform if i dun go for the 14th nite rehearsal. Well, she didn't really use the word "threaten" but it sounded as intimidating to me anyway. story goes, my company ADD will be on the 14th night and i am the involved committee and i need to be there. So wat am i supposed to do? tell my hr manager i'm not going for the ADD, put her on a spot and apply to be irresponsible because of religion - or skip final musical rehearsal and offend gerald? i chose to be responsible to work la actually, i think its an impt testimony. the ADD is like the actual thing already, the final rehearsal is the prob the most impt of all rehearsals, but it's still a rehearsal not an actual thing.. Now tat kyo say gerald might have a prob, it sets me thinking that i do really want to perform after all. Not for the fame or fun (i dun think there's either anyway), but cos i've have given up so much of my time for the regular rehearsals, burning all my sundays and some weekdays, give up dating time, offend my family by rejecting family time to do this dancing rehearsal.. though i was really quite sian-ed and did reject the idea that i have to dance on top of just singing, but now at this point in time, i think i wanna continue to finish the 'show'. to him, it may be a professional show, but it me, its being part of a great tool tat God has in mind to reach to others - and i want to bless and be blessed too. So may God's mercy be shown.
So billy and i finally manged to spend some time together, like a dating couple... when in groups, i wld classify our time together as friend bonding time.. when like on one-on-one outings, tat's classified as dating time! hee... ya, which both are important but have to be balanced. for the past weeks, we only met for quick lunch if he's nearby my office, or supper, even on weekends we are either going out together with big groups or families... I treasure time spend with fellowship pple as well, so i dun mind the big groups, but i find that it's really hard to make time for just the 2 of us. Finally this week's work not too tight for either of us. So movies on tues and juz now (wed) had a nice dinner date... hee.. we watched Happy Feet! Very nice!
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