Sleepless nite
Cant sleep... So came to write some stuff...
I had actually decided to leave on 14th Feb.. Anyway, my mom has STA holding the ticket... She'll confirm it only tmr so i can still change... Now, i think i might stick back to original plans to leave on the 12th... Had tot that Polly is also leaving on the 12th at 9 plus pm... She'll be in T2, while i in T1... So church mates who wanna be there will be in a very terrible fix lor... But now that i clarify that her flight is 11 plus pm... so it means 12th is not too bad anyway... Leaving on the 12th is a more relaxed date as compared to 14th... i think i'll change it to 12th...
Maybe this is what's keeping me awake.......
My going away feels more real now.. it's really happening now... how do i feel, i don't noe... it made me wanna puke for a moment.. ya, really... when i was on the bus and i kept thinking abt im really going away, i'll be alone there... i suddenly felt like vomiting... *yucks
I have to ensure that boss announce my leaving too... i shall go directly to my direct head tmr to ask her to tell boss to tell everybody else... i dun care if half the office is away on business trips or whatever... i juz want my backpack!! haha...
hai.. so much going on in my mind now... and i got a bible study to lead... how how how???